things are ok i guess.
considering the fact that my two sisters are arguing pretty much everytime they see each other and that both my parents are pretty much menopausing at the same time and are at each other's throats whenever they can...
things could be much worse.
so tired.
everything just seems to be happening at the same time.
i can't wait for this year to be over and done with.
there's just too many bad stuff happened this year that could last a whole lifetime.
so many mis-communication and pretty sick of cleaning up messes and everything.
oh gosh. this is getting fking depressing.
seriously right now ignorance is bliss.
let's just hope the new year would be better.

shit.
i could use some clubbing right now.
ladies night now and i'm stuck at home where it doesn't feel like home.

heehee! MERRY X'MAS!
just came back frm KL! :D
heehee! had a pretty good time there... =)
needed it too... to get away frm the bad stuff.. =/
was seriously scared shitless. like LITERALLY.
wtf. not going through tt again man. never.

ANYWAY!
went into KL and visited one of my godma..
it seems like i have loads of godma.. hahaz! quite cool!
they bought us up to this mountain.. like Genting except it's not Genting..
it's like a French themed resort.
quite cool... the weather also like cool cool one.. :D
very relaxing...
then the next day went down and shop and everything... ate like a pig seriously.
din buy anything cause nth caught my eye.. =(
ok... i lazy blog liao..
zzz.... bye!

AHAHAHAHA! funny shit.
totally wad i am thinking when i listen to that song man.
seriously. it's a stupid song.
if you dunno wad song it is... it's Bruno Mars - Grenade.
basically it's about this guy whining about how the girl is a bad woman cause he gave her all his love and all she did was throw away and wadever shit it is and that even so he would still catch a grenade for her and jump in front of a train for her.
like.. ooooookay...
HELLO?! nobody asked you to do tt right? the girl din ask you to catch a grenade for her.. although where the hell does the grenade come frm i dunno lah.. but still...
and puhlease... a guy who din two time a girl is alr a huge thing and something tt we dun see often.
so please dun give me the bullshit about how the girl treat you bad.
i believe in karma. if the girl really did tt then i guess you deserve it or maybe she found out you had an affair and probably take revenge.
hah!
ok.. i dunno why i'm like bitching about this stupid song but seriously it's a stupid song and i guess i'm so cynical right now i think this song is total bullshit.
and to tell the truth. this kind of guy doesn't exist.
be happy if he is even half as good as he say he is.

well! guess this year has made me this awfully cynical person but then again.
people change.
and THAT is an understatement.
anyway! WANYI'S HOMEE! AND LOVE TOO! :D
miss them soooo damn much! feels like a super long time since i see wanyi.. =/
and i wanna go clubbing.
yes. i shld start looking for a permanent fix clubbing partner.
AND IT'S HOLIDAYSSSSS! WHOHOOO!
it's booked all the way.
so i dun really see wad difference it makes even if it's holiday..but still thankful for the break!
for two weeks i'm not going to wear shoessssssss and a huge polo tee! (Y)
oh yea.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY LOVESSSS! :D
may you NOT be as cynical as me!
love!

i think i'm kuku.
seriously. i shld stop being so kuku. it's making me sick.
ok! stop thinking and get my head out of my arse (figure of speech)... and do something productive.
yepp! =)

oh! and i almost won a guy in arm wrestling today. =)
which i think i could win if i wasn't laughing so hard at how i could win him.
hehehe. maybe i shld stop embarassing guys.
hmmm... there's an idea.
shld save them some face.
but then again... wad's the use of getting tt much muscles frm sawing and filing and cutting and not use them?
hehehe... ok fine.
you can stop looking at me like i'm some retard. tyvm.

just 4 more days of school.
jiayou! i can do it! =)
GO GO!
i shall stop regretting the actions i've alr made.
no use regretting anyway.
get your head straight alison.
oh yea.. december holidays here i come. =D

i can't wait to see you burn.
don't say you're sorry now, cause i just don't care.

aft today i came up with a question.

if you see a hornets nest, you would...
a) run for your life!
b) poke it. then run!
c) poke it... and poke it one more time till something happens.
d) huh? wad nest?

i'd choose c.
what would YOU choose?

fking tired.. =/
it's like some energy sucker sucks all the energy out of me.
mahjong-ed at Lewis's house for 5 hours and i lost 50cents.
...ouh well... at least had fun.. =)
went to look for samuel and louis aft tt.. =)
heehee! was quite fun! watched Rupunzel..
so sweeeeet! =) makes me a wee bit not so cynical anymore..
but still cynical.
still... don't we all wish for our own happy ending?
all we tried and do and things we went through is just to look for tt happy ending right?
ouh well.

Yi and Love went overseas liaooooo!
=( miss them alr.
haiz.. so tired.. 1 more week!
and school will be over and holidays will start! =)

LTT is damn tiring.. =/
stand the whole day and file and saw and drill the damn metal plate.
i'm gonna have muscles aft this whole thing end man..
anyway...
lots of things happened i guess...
Alina's in a relationship alr..
with Nicholas...like... i dunno..
not a very good idea.. but i can't do anything bout it but just hope tt everything will be fine and nth will change...
it's going to the end of the year.
and what a year it had been. =/
hope i have the courage to do something before the end of the year.
i keep chickening out..
gotta remind myself tt i've got nth to lose and everything to gain.
hope i'm able to do it and not regret it.
=)
bye.loveyou. :D