just enjoying life right now.
working whenever i can to earn some money so i wouldn't be broke!
feels like i'm gonna spend a lot of money in the coming months! gotta save if i wanna not work aft my thailand trip. =/

working at Hawker Pacific for two weeks! so lazy to work. just feel so weird. i dunno why.. but just weird.. and recently i just feel like i have really very few friends. but then again it's the quality and not the quantity tt counts right? hahaha! but still, somehow recently i just feel like you really can't depend too much on anyone.
ur girlfriends would always be there.. true. but then once one has a boyfriend or a partner it would just change no matter what we say or try to deny.
you would try to meet up and spend time and text and sms but your priority is still ur partner whether you admit it or not. that's not saying tt it's not good but then there would always be this slim chance tt it might not work out with your partner and if it really doesn't and you have unknowingly and subconciously alienating ur girlfriends then you would be left with nothing right?

i dunno... just feeling quite pessimistic and irritated and cranky and every little negative stuff.
i shall go get some sleep and sleep it off.

Happy Valentine's Day! :D
hehehe! v'day isn't really much of a hype now..
i still rmb i would go buy ferrero rocher or sweets or kisses and wrap them up in small little presents and bring it to school and give it to classmates. haha!
and boys will be boys they would act stupid when i pass it to them. HAHAHA! ouh well.. but it was fun! =)
this year i dun have any school and having just celebrated our first year tgt it isn't much and counting on the fact tt we had bah chor mee on vday last year we're going to relive the tradition!
kinda cool! heehee!
anywho.. what i want to say is that,
happy valentine's day babe! it's just another day for us but hey! who doesn't like an excuse to feel even more love right? heehee! i love you lots and thanks for being there for me ALWAYS. even when i least deserve it. =)
it gets hard sometimes but rmb what i told you before? that we just have to learn how to fall in love with each other again and again. =)
i love you! and happy v'day! :D

i love falling in love with you.

just a quickie on my iphone. hehehe! bear my typos!

somehow i couldn't sleep and as usual the mind wanders to lots of places.

right now i'm in this place in life where i either continue with my studies or enter the adult working world. it's kind of a major life changing for me and i guess either way would change the life that i have now. it's a scary thought. but well. we can't really do anything bout it. tt's life i guess. all we can do is just pray that we are doing the right thing and won't regret our choices in the future. it's been a long time since i said this. but whatever is meant to be will be. somehow i sort of forgot about tt for a period of time. but now. i think i see this more clearly and probably in a new perspective. i may not choose the right path but i guess somehow even though it's the wrobg path as long as i try to make it right and make use of the situation be it bad or good i still can make it become a life that i want to live as and worth living. :)

i feel like i'm enlightened suddenly! hahaha! and one more thing. i realised that i have been trying so hard to get babe to try and get along with my family. i guess i have been trying too hard which is why it's having a negative effect. it may not because of that or maybe it's some other reasons that probably not have a good result. but either way i guess i forced things too much alr. i forgot abt what's meant to happen will happen and what will be, will be. so i shall just let it be and not fret or want so much. i'll just take things as it goes and one step at a time. if it's really meant to be things would work out in the end and if not when time comes i guess it can be proved that love conquers all. :) tt's another thing tt i have forgotten. hahaha! what have i been sticking my head into for the past few mnths? ouh well. just enjoy while it lasts and may true love lasts. ^^ it may or may not have a happy ending but it would still be a beautiful story.

happy one year babe. :)

let's see if we can get through the next two years! haha! hope we do. love you! :)