now wouldn't that be cool!
it'll be nice to think that we're made from stardust.
heh!

and i'm homeeeee on a friday night!
gosh. i have no lifeeeeee! =/
and everyone's talking bout the royal wedding.
don't get what's the big deal is! i'd rather just watch my own wedding.
but then again...that probably won't ever happen. heh!
speaking of which! i rmbed reading or seeing somewhere...
it was saying.. when the music starts to play the wedding march, and the bride walks in and down the red carpet... everyone would turn and look at the bride.. thinking how pretty and beautiful and happy the bride is.. but no one ever turn to look at the groom!
the groom would probably look like he wants to run away and have second thoughts! and the look of doom on his face for all we know!
hahaha! i dunno.. i just find it funny.
ok... i'm going crazyyyyyyyy!

i feel like trying marijuana... hehe!
just once. i dunno. feel like doing something crazy! heh!
ok. tt's a crazy thought. i'm not thinking bout ittttt!
there's workkkkk tmr! =/
doesn't feel like there's going to be work..
i've been so lazy these few mnths! feel like it's been ages since i've worked!
ahhhh... it was nice training to be a tai tai...
but reality beckons and back to work!
i'm gonna survive through 3 days!
it can't be that bad!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
byeeeeeee!

it's wrong enough to make it feel right.

i wanna go on a swingggggggg!
heeheehee! tt feeling when you go up up and awayyyyyy!
sucks that they are demolishing playgrounds with swings instead of building more of themmmm!
=(

and i don't get the whole election saga!
it's.... gay.
i don't know.. maybe i just dun care tt much.. since wherever tt i'm living at is just fine and i dun see wad else is there tt would make it anymore awesome alr!
and i dun think i'll live anywhere else other than Pasir Ris!
ok lah... maybe it would be nice if after the election they implement or set up a club in Pasir Ris.
THAT would be awesome! HAHAHAH! :D
ohoh! or build like 10 playgrounds with swings and slides tt's super slippery you can slide down on ur front and go at a super fast speed!
the plastic ones are gay now! slide halfway ur butt stuck there.
totally defeats the purpose of a slide right?!
ok lah...but for now i shall live under a rock and ignore all tt election shit arnd me.

SO! school has been booooooooooooring.
my timetable sucks! =( not to mention my timetable is just the opposite of kuku's! =(
and everyone's asking me wad's wrong b/w me and K.
like..how am i supposed to answer to that?!
i'm not the one who fk things up.
and it somehow makes me the bad guy cause i'm ignoring her...
HELLO?! i'm the one being ignored here! how is it my fault?!
you guys think it's weird seeing us like that...
well.. try being on the receiving end of all this shit.
and the sucky thing is.. there's nth i can do to change it...
it's not that i havent tried.. it's just that some ppl are just so fked up they can't accept it...
ahhh... let's move on. it's not gonna end anyway.

other than that.. things have been ok i guess...
it's neither awesome nor horrible.
it's just..taking each day by each day. nothing to look forward.. but you don't really want to stay at this moment.
life's getting boring.
we need an adventure.
it would be totally awesome if the four of us could go overseas tgt!
i'm not asking for much.. just malaysia would do!
somewhere where there's a beach, sand, sun, and the girlz. :D
when was the last time we even went to the beach? =/
ahhh.. sg's getting boring!
and i'm getting lazy.
bye!

take a deep breath, the worse is not yet over.

ohmygod. Genting trip was... not fun!
the only part i like about it was when we took a bus down to KL and shopped for 6 hours!
and it doesn't even happen at Genting!
Genting is getting freaking boring. blahhh!
Friday was probably the worse day EVER!
was so bored.. and so sian and i miss everyone i could think of!
i'm never ever ever going to Genting ALONE with no one to accompany me (no! MUM DOES NOT COUNT!)
it was all i could do not to run back to SG!
yes. i was THAT desperate.. =/

so! first day of school today...
went to meet pig before tt!
skipped the first lecture.
probably not a good start for the new semester but i don't careeeee!
CCOM in the aftnoon was just horrible...
looks like my motivation to study and score well is slowly fading away...
knew it's too good to be true...
i'll probably just continue tap tap-ing my lectures away.. =/
damnnn.
and now i miss my LTT class... it's so much better than wadever it is now.
seriously.. the attitude and faces on some ppl faces are just... so whackable it's like they're asking for it.
and i swear...tt's one fucked up bitch i've known in my entire life.
it's amazing how it could be so different when in laos and in school.
tt's just so fked up it's wrong.
ah well. there's always fked up ppl in the world.
and since there's alr so many fked up ppl in the world... WE SHLD STOP MINDFKING OURSELVES ALR!
YES YOU! kuku!

ah. mum's getting on my nerves.
shall tune her out. too much shit for a day.
bye!

i fell in love with you suddenly.
now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.

i'm leavinggggg.. on a jet plane...
nah.. not really! heh. leaving for Genting in.... probably a few hours?
have no idea why are we heading out so earlyyyyyy!
i'm gonna be bored to death! maybe shoot myself in the head and ask myself why the hell did i even agree to go in the first placeeeeeee...
but somewhere cooler have to be better than staying in SG sweating like some crazy woman right?!
don't miss meeee! i know you will. hehe. too irresistable! I KNOWWWW!

there's like so much i wanted to say! but i can't rmb anything...
lalalalalalala.. abit excited actually.. hehe!
looking forward to all the food i'll be eating thereeeeeeee...
okok.. cannot look for food now!
shall save the fats accumulation till i reach thereeeee...
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
abit high. heh!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

you know that i'm a crazy bitch
i do what i want when i felt like it
all i want to do is lose control.

so tiredddd..
my days and dates are so jumbled up i don't know when is when anymore.
i have to constantly check my phone to remind myself which day i'm at.
it feels so weird. holiday does that to you. =/
gonna be so screwed when sch reopens.

meeting up with love yesterday and dinner with WWY just now was probably something that keep me sane and grounded.
it's like they're my anchor. with change being a constant... it's nice to know that there's at least some place that i could go back to when i drifted too far off.
and i love them for how they are always there.. =)
seriously man. how to live without you guys?! hahahaha! :D

ouh well.
it feels like i'm waiting for some impending doom to come.. =/
and i know that it's not good to keep my hopes up.. but i guess there's just this small part of me that just hope like hell that things would not be the way it would be...
i guess you can laugh at my naivety for all you want. but for now.. i'm sticking to what i want to believe in.
but still.. it's hard not to feel disappointed.
and i think my hormones are at work again. damnit.

this is getting depressing...
and i need a tan!
i'm getting white! i'm making Love happy for once!
hahahaha!
and i feel like going to avril lavigne's concert!
blah.

and i miss you so.

it's the last week of holiday alr!
school's starting soooooon! =(
not. looking. forward. to. it.
can i just go sentosa and intern?
pig! let's switch places! pleaseeeee?
damnit.

gonna finally meet love tmr! :D
hehehe! miss her super lots!
things have been ok i guess..
nothing much has change... or i shld say.. things still looks the same..
since change is constant... just whether it's a big change or a small one.

dinner with the wushu seniors yesterday was pretty awesome! =)
been a long time since we met up and probably won't meet up anytime soon after kevin leave for Luxembourg.
it's amazing how we could just transport back to those secondary school times the moment we get together...
it's like.. totally dun care bout our image and just talk loudly and do stupid stuff in public!
hahaha! :D

and i'm too lazy to blog alr. heh.
byeeee!

someday is now.

i'm back! :D
hehehehe! ohmygod! i don't want to be back! but i miss pig yi youm and love so much tt i want to be back!
it was a good trip.
nono.. make that an awesome trip. :D heh.
to say that i don't expect anything would be a lie. but wad i got from the trip was so much more than what i could ask for or expected.
some asked me so how's your trip? and i could only say that it was too awesome! cause i just don't know where to start with!
from the small children from school, those awesome moments together with him, those crazy nights where we scared the shit out of ourselves, those party rocking moments, those everyday-i'm-shuffling moments, to the bitchy ending moments and scandals...
it's just too good to be put into words!

it's all these small tiny moments that made it such a memorable and awesome 10days!
but all good things must come to an end right?
at least i have all those awesome memories with me.. =)
back to the real world and reality i guess...
not looking forward to wad's coming up but i shall take it one at a time. :D

and babe! i don't know what the future holds for us...but right now all i can say is that no matter wad happens you'll always be a huge part of my life and probably one that i'll never forget..
i think it's safe to say that this trip has brought us closer and i hope as hell it would stay that way!
whatever it is... if things are not going well (abit pessimistic lahh but still) remember the times we had and that i love you k? :D
thanks for taking care of me thereeee! LOL! and thanks for letting me try riding the bikeeee! OHMYGOD it's awesomeeee.. hehe!

byeeeee! :D

and at that moment, i swear we're infinite.