huh... ok... i'm fine!
i guess. it'll blow over...
things will be fine..
i'm fine...
everything's gonna be fine!
:D
stay positive. and optimistic. =)
school's starting tmr!
=/ i hope i can survive it.
note to self : don't fall aslp. AND don't be late.
time to start my new year's resolution...
may be a wee bit late.. but better late than never right?
jiayou! i can do it! =)
i'm gonna chiong more Gossip Girl before school starts!
ahhhhhhhhhh!
Chuck is freaking awesome... hehehe!
<3
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
being a bitch is tiring.
it's like you need so much energy to be defensive and think on ur toes to find a retort back.
it's so mentally and physically tiring.
but you can't help it.
sometimes you just slip right into the bitchy mode and you can't control it.
argh. suck ass.
feel so tired right now.
lot of things have changed.
good or bad i have no idea..
and change is coming again.
scary.
i hate changes.
i hate it.
i hate the uncertainties.
how you never know wad's going to happen... and how things will turn out. and how things will be like.
why can't things just stay the same?
at the same place? at the same time? at the same emotions?
i'm whining.
and i miss love and yi and youm so damn much.
things are changing.
i can feel it.
and i don't like it.
not one bit.
it's horrible.
argh! fk this shit.
bye.
it's like you need so much energy to be defensive and think on ur toes to find a retort back.
it's so mentally and physically tiring.
but you can't help it.
sometimes you just slip right into the bitchy mode and you can't control it.
argh. suck ass.
feel so tired right now.
lot of things have changed.
good or bad i have no idea..
and change is coming again.
scary.
i hate changes.
i hate it.
i hate the uncertainties.
how you never know wad's going to happen... and how things will turn out. and how things will be like.
why can't things just stay the same?
at the same place? at the same time? at the same emotions?
i'm whining.
and i miss love and yi and youm so damn much.
things are changing.
i can feel it.
and i don't like it.
not one bit.
it's horrible.
argh! fk this shit.
bye.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
i feel like a bitch right now. =/
basically it's not really my fault. i mean.. i din hold a knife to his throat and screw with his feelings purposely.
so it's not my fault wad!
but then i still feel guilty! but i dun think i shld feel guilty wad!
i mean i've given blatant and in-your-face hints that it's impossible...
so i didn't give wrong or false hope wad!
ARGH!! sucks.. IT'S NOT MY FAULT! LET THE GUILT GO AWAY! =/
and in my defense! if i seem too friendly or close or giving false hope... it's because i know how it feels like! I KNOW how shitty it feels if i din reply...
ok... so maybe it's partly my fault... BUT! NOT MY FAULT WAD!
walauuuuu!
damnit.
shld have feelings one then not even a single feel.
shldn't have feelings one jiu got feel. wad's this?!
bloody hell.
now i'm gonna have shitloads of bad karma.
like i din have enough fromthe previous one. damnit.
shit man. i'm so sorry. i really din mean to hurt someone. =/
i'm a bitch.
ANYWAY! fking hell! KPOP CONCERT WAS FKING AWESOME!
like mind-blowing awesomeee! AHHHHHHHH!
damn gooood!
BIG BANG WAS FKING HOT!
omg.... was super duper high and i've never screamed so hard in my entire life before!
it's like freaking legendary seriously!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DAMN GOOOOOOD!
and some fking sadistic shit asshole is screwing with my hamsters! =/
now i have 4 babies which have not open it's eyes yet WITHOUT a mother.
fuck.
somebody took the mother man... sadistic shit!
it was there before i left lorh!
damnit. now dunno how sia... sonofa....
ARGH! I HOPE TT PERSON HAVE BAD KARMA!
bye!
BIG BANG'S AWESOMEEEEEEEE! :DD
basically it's not really my fault. i mean.. i din hold a knife to his throat and screw with his feelings purposely.
so it's not my fault wad!
but then i still feel guilty! but i dun think i shld feel guilty wad!
i mean i've given blatant and in-your-face hints that it's impossible...
so i didn't give wrong or false hope wad!
ARGH!! sucks.. IT'S NOT MY FAULT! LET THE GUILT GO AWAY! =/
and in my defense! if i seem too friendly or close or giving false hope... it's because i know how it feels like! I KNOW how shitty it feels if i din reply...
ok... so maybe it's partly my fault... BUT! NOT MY FAULT WAD!
walauuuuu!
damnit.
shld have feelings one then not even a single feel.
shldn't have feelings one jiu got feel. wad's this?!
bloody hell.
now i'm gonna have shitloads of bad karma.
like i din have enough fromthe previous one. damnit.
shit man. i'm so sorry. i really din mean to hurt someone. =/
i'm a bitch.
ANYWAY! fking hell! KPOP CONCERT WAS FKING AWESOME!
like mind-blowing awesomeee! AHHHHHHHH!
damn gooood!
BIG BANG WAS FKING HOT!
omg.... was super duper high and i've never screamed so hard in my entire life before!
it's like freaking legendary seriously!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DAMN GOOOOOOD!
and some fking sadistic shit asshole is screwing with my hamsters! =/
now i have 4 babies which have not open it's eyes yet WITHOUT a mother.
fuck.
somebody took the mother man... sadistic shit!
it was there before i left lorh!
damnit. now dunno how sia... sonofa....
ARGH! I HOPE TT PERSON HAVE BAD KARMA!
bye!
BIG BANG'S AWESOMEEEEEEEE! :DD
Friday, October 22, 2010
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