went clubbing yesterday night.
was pretty awesome. :D
think there are mroe cute guys there than the first time i went there.
heh. hot!
caliente hot.
heehee.
din get really high cause i din drink much.. but it was still good... :D
at first the DJ was super sucky and the music sucks.. but a change of DJ later the party was on!
hahaz! freaking good.
went back to Felicia's house and slept.
so tired.
woke up at 9am and went home.
supposed to go swim and tan but the freaking weather hates us and rained for the entire day.
wth.
crashed at Pig's sofa. :D
and just lazed around for the rest of the day.
LOL!
and ohmygod. my nail polish illuminates under the disco lights!
LIKE DAMN AWESOME AND COOL!
freaking nice. i likeeeee. heh.
anyway. work tmr. ouh well. looking on the bright side at least it's only one day and soon it'll be the weekends alr!
jiayou alison! you can do it!
and i'm so sorry if i din reply msges or stop replying msges halfway.. =/
just really damn sian and lazy to reply. =(
sorry....
and i'm starting to hate bus uncle drivers. =/
stupid bloodsuckers.
heh. speaking of bloodsuckers...
watched Vampire Suck at Pig's today.
LOL! thank god we din buy a movie tix to watch it.
but it was still awesome going gaga over Liam aka Edward body.
heh. awesome... :D
gotta slp! before i zombiefy in the office tmr.
loveeee!
i shall ride this storm out. =)

PIG! hope you get tt Candy Empire job! :D
good luckkkk!

i'm gonna have super lots of bad karma.
=/ i just know it.
i know that wad i did will hurt someone.. but i did it anyway.
i have my reasons. but i dun think my reasons are enough to do it.
but i did it.
damn. i'm screwed up.

i really dun feel like working tmr.
and everything feels very very weird and wrong and weird.. =/
and i need to slp soon...
haiz. life's a bitch.
i'm a bitch.
and if anybody can really outbitch me.. he or she is the bitch of the bitch.
i dun think buying good karma tissue is enough. =/
i need to stop doing bad karma stuff.
someone stop me?
=(

hate that youm yi and love are having their A's...
we can't spend more time. =(
and i dun think i have the energy to go all the way down to look for them anymore.
and tt's kind of sad.
cause all along i've pride myself into being able to go all the way down to look for them even though i'm tired.
but now it's like i'm using the rest of my energy left to drag myself home from work and to spend what's left of the time i have with my family.
i'm even getting lazy to msg.
haiz.
i think working sucks ALL the energy and good alison.
=(

my results..
i dunno... it's wad i expected i guess.. but i din expect me to feel so disappointed with myself.
i guess even though i expected the worst i'm still kinda hoping that i'm wrong and it'll be good.
dad really wants me to get into a uni. =/
he said it doesn't matter wad uni i went to... as long as i get into one.
but then... other courses wouldn't be what i want or interested in.
and i know it's not the end of the world.. like there's other alternatives..
like go work then earn money.. then go for private uni.. but it's just not the same.
you can say that it's the same all you want. but IT'S. JUST. NOT. THE. SAME.
and i feel like i dun have the time if i have to work and earn money then go study...
it feels like my dad is running out of time...
and it kinda freaks me out.
which is probably why i really want to get into a uni i guess.. =/
and no, you wouldn't know how it feels.
so dun try to make it seem like you know how it feels.
you may think that you know how it feels.. and maybe to a certain extend you know.. but it's different.
i feel so pissed at myself right now.
i dunno why. or maybe i do.
or maybe it's just the hormones.
i'll blame it on the hormones for now.
cause if it's not the hormones then it's something that i dun even want to go there.
bye.

today/yesterday was kind of a bad day. =(
saw a freaking god damn cockroach when i left the house to go take the lift.
fking huge ass cockroach on the side of the lift door.. and fking flew..
scared the fk out of me.. walau...
then during lunch.. went somewhere nearby but not nearby for lunch...
was stuck there cuz it was raining... couldn't wait any longer and decided to brave the rain.
which turns out to be a bad idea...
cuz my sandals couldn't withstand it and BOTH of the spoilt.
was half drenched in the rain.
fell when my sandals spoilt.. skinning my knee...
which still hurts till now.. =(
oh! and my period came... and i din bring any pad.. and had to ask frm one of the colleague.. which is still not tt bad lah.. but still..
ouh well..
thank god karen got extra slipper!

ouh well..
just felt like..whining and complaining...
i think i'm getting used to office job.
although i still hate it.
i'm growing fatter day by day.
and TGIF.
i need the break.
before my eyes pop out of its socket and run far far away frm me.
and i probably shld be slping right now.
=/
nitez!
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PIG!
hee! i love you!
:D

erjie's been going through a hard time now..
and i feel so helpless not knowing wadi can do for her.. i dun even know what to say to her to make her not feel sad..=/
i think i'm such a lousy sister...
or maybe... i just dunno what to say to her.. =/
she kinda freaks me out a little.. ouh well...
hope she feels fine soon!

anyway.. work has been fine i guess.. not as boring as i thought it would be.. at least i'm actually using my brain for most of the part.
and i get to learn some pretty cool but quite useless functions on the freaking excel like the vlookup... which causes my brain to be overloaded.
the ppl there are pretty nice too i guess.. hahaz! for now lahz... still new.. everything still nice...
but then i hate going to work.. =/
i hate taking the train when everyone is so bitchy and cranky.
it's like.. being part of the morning rush brings out the bitch in you.
i hate it! =(
ouh well..
at least i earned back my kpop tix money in 2 days... :D


so hungry now.. =/ zzz
and dad/mum got us MIO TVVVVVV!
there's not much stuff though.. just the sport channels.. (Y).
big match tmrrrrrr! heeheehee!
shiok! can watch!
lalalalalalala...
and i hate to say this but i miss him... =/
like.. SUPER long nv see him...tt's a big contrast lorh!
normally i can see him like.. everyday at sch.. =/
and i dun want to miss him!
i want to stop.
stop liking him.
i need.... a rebound guy... :D
how bout.. Barney Stinson?
AHHHHHHHHHHHH! YOUM SAY'S HIMYM SEASON 6 COMING IN LIKE.... 1 DAYYYY! :D :D

hahahaha... okok... wad a change of topic...
ouh well... finally! a normal post..
and i'm being paranoid right now... and i really dun wan anybody else to read sooo i'm locking!
just type type ur email lahhhh ok? love love!
try to update more often so ur type type is worth it k? :D
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU!

i'm so whinyyyyy...
and ungrateful...
and so not appreciative with what i have.
i got a freaking job even when i dun really want it.
but pig and louis is looking for one and they dun even have it.
i need to stop whining...
i shall go and work! and earn money! so i can buy tt damn kpop ticket that cost 121bucks!
jiayou alison! you will survive 2-3 weeks of mind-numbing boredom!
oh who the hell am i kidding. zzz.
may the force be with me to survive this shit.

and i forgot wad i want to say alr. nice
ahhhh so damn tired.
haiz... bye!

suddenly feel so tired.
like i'm sick of all these bullshit.
all these i'm not good enough to be your friend so i'll just be your hi and bye friend.
LIKE HELLO?! WHO THE HELL WOULD SAY TT HERSELF?!
why can't she just stop thinking?!
seriously!
THINKING IS SO OVERRATED.
if you're happy with something... then just do!
why go psycho urself into not doing it?!
zzz...
freaking irritated.
like we're not having enough problems alr.
wadever. i'm over it.


ANYWAY! USA trip was AWESOME! :D :D
hahahaha! it's freaking relaxing and pretty much half the time is spent in the pretty awesome and hypnotising bed...
sort of disappointed in some ways.. but it's still nto that bad.. :D
anyway... i lost my mood to blog alr!
think i'm getting lazier.. =/
till later! :D