Friday, December 30, 2011

work was cut short today! ^^
hehehe! last day of work for the year. =)
which means end of internship is just a month away!
oh god. need to look for a job alr! if not got no money to feed myself.
and the new year is here!
new year resolutions is super no use for me.. but still... i shall give myself a few.
nobody can say that i didn't try now!
hehehe!

1) exercise at least once a week.
2) STOP being late.
3) be more responsible.

i think tt's more than i could handle. =/
and i probably break new year resolution numbah TWO in less than 24 hours time.
hee! well i tried. :D

so! planning for my grad trip now! so excited. but still can't decide on where to go!
omg.
can't wait to go on a little adventure.. :D
and babe told me some things today... hehehehe!
totally made my day. no! my whole week! actually make tt my whole month!
HAHAHA! so cute omg.
who knew huh... hee! :D

and it's gonna be our favourite alien's birthday soon! yayyy! FINALLY it's her turn!
waited ONE WHOLE YEAR. LOL.
this year has really changed all of us i would say.
major life change for all of us actually. some good and some bad.
youm started uni. yi got herself a boy and started uni. pig got her heartbroken and became stronger than ever. love started on uni and kinda found herself back amidst the crazy change in surroundings. while i got myself an awesome boy that drives me crazy and brought out the other side of me that i never knew i had and taught me to love in a way that i have never loved.
=)
pig may think that it has been a shitty year.. but i honestly don't think so. this year just taught us so much and brought out the sides that we ALL never knew we had and i think we became someone that is more mature and stronger and know how to protect ourselves.
i would say that this year has been pretty awesome and fulfilling. :D
hee!
ok. shall stop before i start going REAL cheesy.

i love you. and may 2012 be a nice year for all of us!
at least until the world ends. but still.. POSITIVE THINKING ONLY! :D
love love!
and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

Friday, December 16, 2011

i love you.
i'm sorry that my brain and my bank of vocabulary can't get pass these three words.
but it's all i could do to show how much that means.

so scary and surreal to feel like this.
just wish i wouldn't have that niggling feeling at the back of my mind that something bad would happen but at the same time i couldn't have asked for more and i think i can explode with the love i have in me.
i just want to hug you. till we're one and we have no idea where you start or where i end.
this is so cheesy and so not me but still.

i'm just a hopeful, secretly romantic cynic.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

sometimes it sucks to be understanding.
sometimes all i want to do is just yell and scream and be bloody unreasonable that i'm the pain in the ass for everyone.
sometimes i just want to be a prissy bitch.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

life has been pretty hectic crazy and tiring.
every single day would be spent with meeting someone. and when i'm not.. i'll be busy catching up on my sleep... which is never the case.
youm's birthday just passed by in a flash.. maybe it's just me.. but it just feels like all of us are just so busy with our own lives. lots of problems that we had gone through or been through or going through but somehow we just doesn't tell each other anymore..
we hardly ever meet each other and when we do we just not say anything so that we doesn't really spoil the mood. and somehow tt just kinda change things between us.. maybe it's just me.. but it seems like the feeling when we're together isn't the same anymore..
guess the difference of our lives just caught up to us. but that's not to say that we don't think or love each other anymore.
all of us just been trying to cope with the changes. but then again... i guess we're just all counting on the fact that we're still gonna be there for each other no matter what happens.
life isn't going to be the same anymore. whether we like it or not.. it's gonna be different. whether i go to a uni or start working.. it'll still not be the same. growing up is a bitch.

constantly feeling so tired and sleep deprived.. when will i ever stop feeling like this! gosh... i need like..energy boosters or something...
sleeping 13 hours straight isn't working either! damnit.
had a pretty lazy but awesome weekend with babe. ^^
practically just sleeping through the weekend awayyyy!
need to get our ass out and moving... rollerblading, swimming, cycling...
healthy lifestyle! hehehehe! really really can't wait for christmas to comeeeee!
omg... not knowing who is gonna get me my christmas present is killing meeeeee! HAHAHAHAHA!
so excited! :D
and love is gonna be away for three weeeeeeks! omg.
i'm gonna just die. one more less sms partner when i'm bored at workkkk! =(
sobs. it's alright. i'll survive! =)
let's get me some more sleep.
love love! :D