Sunday, January 30, 2011

alrightttttt!
just came from cruiseeeeeeee!
i've grown ten million kgs in two days... wtf.
eat sleep arcade eat sleep eat somemore arcade sleep.
horrible! =/

and i'm sick again for the second time in a mnth!
wtf is wrong with me?!
ARGHHHH!
this sucks.
it's such a cold cold dayyyy.. =/

and i miss youm and yi!
it's like i nv see them at all since the new year!
i can't rmb the last tym we met... CAN YOU?!
NEED TO MEET UP SOON!
=(

Saturday, January 15, 2011

had a pretty weird amazing night/day i guess.
was supposed to go for a camp but didn't in the end for alot of reasons.

so i had this school field trip to Hawker Pacific to have a look around the company and get a feel of what the organization is about.
and i must say that it sort of amazed me quite alot and i think i found another career prospect. =)
a pretty awesome one.. it's just totally different from the normal commercial airlines that i know of i guess. the way it operates and everything.
but still shall keep my options open.. =)

after that went back to school. changed and went to meet alina and nicholas at vivo.
went USS and had dinner and watched fireworksssss.
:D pretty awesome and like wad pig says..
it's really literally in your face.
probably the awesomest 5bucks i've ever spent.
then went to sit by the waterfront and chatted awhile.. had totally no idea what they had planned for me for the rest of the night.
so after awhile we went back to vivo and went to watch the Fair Game which i had no idea i will be watching until 10 mins before the movie.
was so tired almost slept in the cinema.. but i still managed to keep awake and understand wad the movie is about.
mind energy sucking sia..
after that it was bout 1plus going to 2 alr.
then we went to took a cab and again i had no idea where we were going until nicholas told the uncle to go to Swissotel.
they tricked me by saying that nich's uncle is at swissotel and then the uncle will fetch us back to alina's house since it is cheaper.
but when we reached there alina went to the reception counter and talked for like i dunno how long while i stand stupidly outside of the hotel still thinking why the hell nich's uncle took so long to get the car and send us home.
then after awhile me and nich went inside and then i just followed them up the lift to the freaking 55th floor. =/
it was then it struck me that they could pretty much just sell me away for all i know and i would still continue following them to wherever they bring me.
kinda scares me. =/
makes me feel gullible lah!
but aft we went into the room and settle down then i realised tt we're gonna spend the night in the hotel.
kinda weird.. like very... esp when nicholas was also in the room.
but i guess i was too tired and fell aslp soon.
so so so weird.
woke up and then bathe and went to ion for lunch.
again i had no idea where they are bringing me and we ended up at Paradise Dynasty.
ate xiao long bao and my stomach feels like it's going to burst. =/
nich paid for the lunch.
haiz..
everything still feels surreal.
like damn weird.
and as amazing as it was...
i dun really like the feeling.

it just feels like a whole other world that was not mine.
and after one crazy night... i think i would like to go back to my world where things are just 2 or 3 bucks for one bowl of noodle or rice or wadever.
i'm kinda scared. =/
like i dunno...
what if on the way of looking for who we are and what we are.. we got lost?
how are we going to find our way back?
think it's time to go back to basics for the moment.
the other world is awesome. i'll admit that.
but it's just not me.
i don't need brands or good food and eating at high end restaurants to define who i am.
and it feels really weird to let someone spend so much money on me. =/
it's nice to feel pampered i guess. but maybe it's just a little too much.
don't think i'm ever going to be able to repay what they had done for me.
ouh well.
maybe it's time to keep a wee bit distance.
back to earth alison.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

just buried the last descendent of nata de coco. =/
and i think i buried one too many hamsters tt i'm abit scared to bury anymore hamsters at the place i usually bury.. cause i'm afraid that if i dig a hole then i'll dig out the last reamins of the previous hamster tt i buried. =/
i shld realyl find a new place to bury my hamsters.
so now i left 6 hamsters!
and they are still damnnnnn cuteeee! =)
hee!

finally met up with Love for like aft one mnth plus!
it's tooooo long.. =(
ate f.i.s.h as usual.. and on the way there we saw Joanne Peh and Qi YuWu!
heehee! Joanne Peh so prettyyyyyy! =)
weeeee.
ok i'm so lazy. and getting fat. shld stop eating but i think this weather is cold and shiok and just makes me want to eat more and super lazy to go run/swim.
niceeee..

Monday, January 10, 2011

ok! so i went clubbing.
but not after a whole series of mixed up emotions and black faces and wad not.
and i repeat. i. need. a. clubbing. partner. preferably female. but since i'm desperate enough...someone gay would be fine.
but then again.. not in a hurry.. since i promised not to go until March!
shall be a good girl! =)

anyway.. went Malted Milk with the guys before Zouk got a wee bit high...
then walked to Zouk and bought chivas and drank abit more.
then went in. =)
music always sucked at the beginning.. =/
still it was not bad.. :D
but it was spoilt by lots of fights man.
so sian.. lots of ahbengs there tt night. blegh.
and it was squeeeeeeeeeeeezy... therefore up-ing the possibility of fighting with someone.
aft tt cabbed back to Alina's house.. =)
hee. got a miserable 3 hours of slp and was cranky when i went to school for extra LTT lessons cause we're animals of LTT zoo and we gotta go and show visitors of the open house wth we're doing.
and it was a total waste of time cause i was so tired i screwed up one of my work piece and i gotta redo.
wad a total waste of time man seriously. =/
but my instructor was nice enough and probably know tt i'm cranky enough to lemme go home and slp first. :D
hehehe.
NAISE!

haiz.. tt's just left with one more choice.
basically i more or less confirm with going to the camp...
but sometimes i'll just feel so sian i dun feel like goin.
ouh well..
i shall see how first.. =)
and CNY is comingggggg!
zomg. so fast!
time to recoup my losses is here!
or maybe not.
lalalalala.
i shall slp soon or i'll just continue being a cranky bitch in school.
=)
bye!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

dilemma

to go or not to go?

shld i go clubbing this fri? or just chill with alina and watch midnight movie and stayover at her house?

AND!

shld i go for the bloody camp?!

how?!
someone make my mind up for me? =/
hate it when i'm so indecisive.

and i'm growing muscles.
it's like going to gym everyday.
drilling and filing and screwing screws help you grow muscle.
next tym no need spend money go gym liao..
LTT is a free gym and you can train ur muscles there.
i'm pretty sure i can win some guy in arm wrestling now.
hehe.

ARGH! someone make my mind up for meeee!

and i see so many ppl carrying the bag tt i wannnnnnt! but i can't find it anywhereeee!
=(
and i'm sprouting the f word again... =/
sorry youm. i know you hate it but can't help it arh...
when you're surrounded by guys and the project piece tt you're doing just keeps screwing up. =/
damn.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

TO NEW BEGINNINGS! =)

happy new year! :D
hehehe!
c'mon ppl! cheer up! =)
it's the new year new beginning new fresh start! :D
i really really believe tt it's gonna be a good year.
or at least a year tt is so much better than 2010! =)
i really believe tt wad goes up must comes down. and vice versa!
so things have been down... which means it's gonna go uppppp! :D
stay optimistic k? things will be awesome soon. =)
we survived such a shit ass year. i'm sure we've come out stronger and awesomer and come what may i'm sure it'll be nothing compared to wad we already have been through.. =)

lalalala! and it's just 3 more mnths!
i can do it! =)
but then seeing tt the next 2 and a half weeks would be workshop.. i dun think i'm looking forward to it tt much alr.
haiz. ok... i shall enjoy it! yes i will! =)
bye! think positive! and be optimistic!
loveeee!