i may have finally put my finger on why i'm feeling what i have been feeling recently.
the feel of wanting to do new things and trying out crazy stuff and just to feel crazy.
i guess it's just that people around me are just going on happily with their life and doing stuff like nth has change that i feel like everyone's moving ahead of me and leaving me behind.
guess having friends who go into uni isn't just affecting their own lives but also the lives of the people arnd them.. (or maybe it's just me)
it's kinda scary. i dunno. i dun like feeling this way.
but i'm pretty sure that i'm not the only one who thinks that way too.
ouh well. things sure are getting kinda weird though.

if it's meant to be, then you will see.