waiting for pictures to be uploaded to the lame ass school wiki portal.
probably the stupidest shit ever invented. and it's taking forever just to upload one single picture.
and i have like 5 million to upload.
fk.
i suddenly feel like i'm going to drown in a pool of shitty work.
it feels like i'm trying to swim and keep my head up and not go under the water but somehow it just feels like huge ass waves are just crashing down on me unrelentingly and it's just so fking hard to breathe and even though you try to deliver some work out it's just shitty and you might as well not do anything.
this is getting retarded. trying so hard for the sake of wad?
sometimes it's just so much easier if the world is really gonna end next year.
then i wouldn't worry so much shit and then think of the things that i would have to do.
huh. i'd rather just marry off and be a tai tai. but then tt's everyone's dream right?
why is it that when we dream we have to dream big?
why can't we just dream small? i mean at least then the dreams are much easier to come true and able to fulfil right?
it'll be stupid to dream so big like... i want to be a millionaire. when you can dream... i just want to earn enough so that i can go overseas and travel.
isn't that so much easier? who needs to earn a million dollar just to not be able to spend it cause you're so busy working?
i dun need some high paying job. as long as i can have my three..ok.. maybe four meals a day and then maybe some extra money to do stupid stuff like watching movie.
after that save the rest and once you have enough then you travel.

ouh well.
easy to talk. hard to do.
fkkkk. life's a bitch. life's retarded. stuck in a vicious cycle.
yay.
gosh. all i want is to just get through this semester.
get it over and done with quick.
without any glitches or stupid problems.
is that too much to ask for? =/

to oblivion.