it shouldn't hurt that much.
don't even know where it starts or where it ends.
not gonna think bout it cause every thought would just lead to a place where i do not wish to be.
wish i could find that alison where she isn't afraid and doesn't back down that easily.
i'm not practicing wad i preach and i hate myself for that.
coward.

to think that such words were even running through those minds.
how i wish it doesn't hurt.
how i wish i could go around acting like nth had happened.
how i wish i could let go of it so quickly and easily.

not gonna go the easy way anymore.
may be the worst timing ever but it's time that something are done.

but for you, i'll make believe.