"Nobody can teach you love. Love you have to find yourself, within your being, by raising your consciousness to higher levels. And when love comes, there is no question of responsibility. You do things because you enjoy doing them for the person you love. You are not obliging the person, you are not even wanting anything in return, not even gratitude. On the contrary, you are grateful that the person has allowed you to do something for him. It was your joy, sheer joy. Love knows nothing of responsibility. It does many things, it is very creative; it shares all that it has, but it is not a responsibility, remember. Responsibility is an ugly word in comparison to love. Love is natural. Responsibility is created by the cunning priests, politicians who want to dominate you in the name of God, in the name of the nation, in the name of family, in the name of religion — any fiction will do. But they don’t talk about love. On the contrary, they are all against love, because love is unable to be controlled by them. A man of love acts out of his own heart, not according to any moral code. A man of love will not join the army because it is his responsibility to fight for his nation. A man of love will say there are no nations, and there is no question of any fight."
— Osho

so tired.
so lazy to study for M6!
not like i would pass.
but still... i shld study right?
BUT it's so boringgggggg...
gosh. need to stop contradicting myself!
shall see my mood later. screw M6.

so!
things have not been very good.
but neither is it very very bad.
it's just the same problem all over again.
it's ok... been there done that. shall do it again.
haiz... don't mean to make it sound so pfft... but it's just so pfft... =/
kk... positive thinking alison...
be optimistic!
and i just feel like slapping tt optimistic part of me.
damn.
I NEED TO GO CLUBBING.
=/

everything seem so gloomy now...
need something to look forward to!
likeeeeeee... clubbing!
hehehehe. okok.. or the freshman camp!
new freshies.. hopefully some decent cute guys.
heh. :D

ouh well...one step at a time.
shall stand strong bout wad i believe in.
and what i want.
cause it's worth fighting for! =)
keep calm and make this last forever.
ok.. not a great believer in forever...
make it last for as long as possible.. :D
you know i love you! (L)

everyone wants something real and worth it.