oooookay.
i feel very restricted. =/
for everything.
somehow there's this unspoken rule.
and even though my dad didn't say it... somehow a curfew is being set alr.
and even though my house is very big... but somehow i dun feel like i have my own privacy!
i dun have my own little private corner. =/
i don't think i've ever complaint bout not having my own room...
and if i'm not wrong i actually don't want to have my own room.. =/
cause it's scary! but now..
i think having my own room would be nice.. =/
you can stay up the whole freaking night and no one would know or scold you.
ohmygod.
i want to shoot someone.
i want alot of things.
i feel greedy!
i shld stop feeling greedy.
and i probably shld stop contradicting myself.
i hate it when i contradict myself.
actually.. no.. i kinda like it.
i think i'm weird.

i'm going crazy.
where was i?
oh. i feel restricted.
i hate being the youngest in the family.
they keep thinking i'm still young/small/immature or wadever fill in the blanks.
things weren't even that strict before lah!
or maybe it is.. just tt i cbb. =/
so why shld i bother now right?
i dunno... wad am i doing?!
why am i killing my limited brain cells?!
ok stop.
and now i feel restricted here.
later you guys read wadever tt is here and think wth am i going on and on bout my love life. =/
and i can't think of the last time i gave a fk bout wad you guys think. =/
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!
i need to find alison back.
i'm losing my sanity!
PIG YOUM YI! i'm losing my touch.
we need to meet moreeee!
thursdays dinner is not enough!
how bout... every alternate days?! :D
hehehe! ok
i'm going crazy.

you know i love you guys still.
even though i'm going crazy.
I LOVE YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU! :D
and you know you love me!
hehehe! XOXO.