imma good girl

alright... i've thought it through.
complaining and whining and bitching bout all tt unfairness isn't going to do me any good.
truth is, it'll never be enough.
even when i think it's enough it's never enough.
c'mon! i'm irresistible. everyone wants a piece of me right? :D heh.
so i shall be a good girl. or act like one. till things are alright and more or less balance. =)
guess there won't be any late nights for me for the time being.
gonna go borrow more books to kill time then.
see! it's not that hard alison! :D
right. let's just hope things would get better before i kill myself from all that good in me.

guess sometimes all i need is someone to remind me how awesome my life is.
and that i'm really a lucky bitch where people around me loves me even though i'm crazy.
you know what? i don't think i'm the crazy one here now.
i think you guys are the crazy ones!
it's crazy you guys are still there for me even though i'm so crazy and demented!
hahaha! damn i love you guys! :D

batam cable ski trip and class chalet and clubbing coming up soon!
a good thing really... get me away from all the crazy stuff going on for the time being.
might be a good thing for my parents too... make them get used to my wee bit of absence so that when i'm back in front of them they won't complaint that much!
either that or they'll just continue complaining tt i'm not there the whole time.
let's hope it's the former. heh.
not to mention Laos trip!
i'm gonna fly on the 3rd and come back on the 13! :D
kinda looking forward to 10 days of no parents supervision.
hehehe! relax girlz. i'm not going to do anything crazy!
what crazy stuff can i even do right? LOL!
alot actually but c'mon... i've never been out on an overseas school trip before!
gotta take tt chance to do something crazy right?

hehehe! alright.
let's just hope all these positive thinking sticks with me throughout this whole thing.
especially in the night.
there's even a curfew on using the phone.
how nice. =/
ouh well. i shld stop complaining and count my blessings!
HAHAHAHA! ohmygod! count my blessings... trust me to still rmb tt phrase.
heh. you know i love you! =)