huhhhh...
i'm feeling kinda shitty.
=/
hormones is killing meeee! =(
so mood swingy.. =/
howwww? what is this?!
this whole thing is making my brain go haywire...
what have i got myself into?
i feel like some emo shit and i dun even know why.
this is retarded.

anyway. he came over to my house with food at freaking 3am in the morning!
ohmygod. i think i'm a lucky bitch.
who is turning into a fat bitch soon. =/
but i'm not complaining.. yet. :D
heh.

it's still kind of scary actually.
bout everything.
what if i get in too deep?
that's not good.
and they say the star that shines the brightest fades away the fastest right?
and i think i think too much.
this is bad.
bloody hormones.
it just feels like everything is everywhere right now.
and i can't seem to get hold of what's going on...
it's like my hands are full.. but i still want to take more stuff up.
but there's no other way to take any more stuff.
and the only way is to let go some.
but i can't let go of any!
every single one is important to me.
letting go just wasn't an option.
i'll see how it goes.
there must be a way out.
it always is.

and i shld start doing my work!
f word rmb?
FOCUS!
oh who am i kidding?

all along i knew this was wrong,
but it was worth dying for.