i feel like a bitch right now. =/
basically it's not really my fault. i mean.. i din hold a knife to his throat and screw with his feelings purposely.
so it's not my fault wad!
but then i still feel guilty! but i dun think i shld feel guilty wad!
i mean i've given blatant and in-your-face hints that it's impossible...
so i didn't give wrong or false hope wad!
ARGH!! sucks.. IT'S NOT MY FAULT! LET THE GUILT GO AWAY! =/
and in my defense! if i seem too friendly or close or giving false hope... it's because i know how it feels like! I KNOW how shitty it feels if i din reply...
ok... so maybe it's partly my fault... BUT! NOT MY FAULT WAD!
walauuuuu!
damnit.
shld have feelings one then not even a single feel.
shldn't have feelings one jiu got feel. wad's this?!
bloody hell.
now i'm gonna have shitloads of bad karma.
like i din have enough fromthe previous one. damnit.
shit man. i'm so sorry. i really din mean to hurt someone. =/
i'm a bitch.

ANYWAY! fking hell! KPOP CONCERT WAS FKING AWESOME!
like mind-blowing awesomeee! AHHHHHHHH!
damn gooood!
BIG BANG WAS FKING HOT!
omg.... was super duper high and i've never screamed so hard in my entire life before!
it's like freaking legendary seriously!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DAMN GOOOOOOD!

and some fking sadistic shit asshole is screwing with my hamsters! =/
now i have 4 babies which have not open it's eyes yet WITHOUT a mother.
fuck.
somebody took the mother man... sadistic shit!
it was there before i left lorh!
damnit. now dunno how sia... sonofa....
ARGH! I HOPE TT PERSON HAVE BAD KARMA!

bye!
BIG BANG'S AWESOMEEEEEEEE! :DD