being a bitch is tiring.
it's like you need so much energy to be defensive and think on ur toes to find a retort back.
it's so mentally and physically tiring.
but you can't help it.
sometimes you just slip right into the bitchy mode and you can't control it.
argh. suck ass.
feel so tired right now.
lot of things have changed.
good or bad i have no idea..
and change is coming again.
scary.
i hate changes.
i hate it.
i hate the uncertainties.
how you never know wad's going to happen... and how things will turn out. and how things will be like.
why can't things just stay the same?
at the same place? at the same time? at the same emotions?
i'm whining.
and i miss love and yi and youm so damn much.
things are changing.
i can feel it.
and i don't like it.
not one bit.
it's horrible.
argh! fk this shit.
bye.