my results..
i dunno... it's wad i expected i guess.. but i din expect me to feel so disappointed with myself.
i guess even though i expected the worst i'm still kinda hoping that i'm wrong and it'll be good.
dad really wants me to get into a uni. =/
he said it doesn't matter wad uni i went to... as long as i get into one.
but then... other courses wouldn't be what i want or interested in.
and i know it's not the end of the world.. like there's other alternatives..
like go work then earn money.. then go for private uni.. but it's just not the same.
you can say that it's the same all you want. but IT'S. JUST. NOT. THE. SAME.
and i feel like i dun have the time if i have to work and earn money then go study...
it feels like my dad is running out of time...
and it kinda freaks me out.
which is probably why i really want to get into a uni i guess.. =/
and no, you wouldn't know how it feels.
so dun try to make it seem like you know how it feels.
you may think that you know how it feels.. and maybe to a certain extend you know.. but it's different.
i feel so pissed at myself right now.
i dunno why. or maybe i do.
or maybe it's just the hormones.
i'll blame it on the hormones for now.
cause if it's not the hormones then it's something that i dun even want to go there.
bye.