i'm gonna have super lots of bad karma.
=/ i just know it.
i know that wad i did will hurt someone.. but i did it anyway.
i have my reasons. but i dun think my reasons are enough to do it.
but i did it.
damn. i'm screwed up.

i really dun feel like working tmr.
and everything feels very very weird and wrong and weird.. =/
and i need to slp soon...
haiz. life's a bitch.
i'm a bitch.
and if anybody can really outbitch me.. he or she is the bitch of the bitch.
i dun think buying good karma tissue is enough. =/
i need to stop doing bad karma stuff.
someone stop me?
=(

hate that youm yi and love are having their A's...
we can't spend more time. =(
and i dun think i have the energy to go all the way down to look for them anymore.
and tt's kind of sad.
cause all along i've pride myself into being able to go all the way down to look for them even though i'm tired.
but now it's like i'm using the rest of my energy left to drag myself home from work and to spend what's left of the time i have with my family.
i'm even getting lazy to msg.
haiz.
i think working sucks ALL the energy and good alison.
=(