happy birthday to me!
yay! not. =/ it feels like so damn weird and probably one of the most sad birthday ever. something doesn't feel right and i can't really put my finger on it.
it just feels like any other normal day just tt it's maybe worse. maybe the fact that it's my birthday just made it more worse. it's not that there's no surprises or whatsoever. the feeling is just wrong. didn't think that i'll be that affected by just a number but then i guess i really dun want to turn TWENTY so soon. =/ it's just wrong that i'm twenty. might be illegal or something. =/ it's the big TWO-oh. or maybe i'm just blowing this out of proportion.
and it doesn't help that my dajie is being a fking bitch. though it might help if i'm able to give her a good fking bitch slap. =/ my birthday has only past for 2 hours and 25 minutes and it's not going good.
let's just hope it doesn't get worse as the day goes.
and i just totally sound like an ungrateful bitch for typing all that. =/
sorry. i really still appreciate the thought of babe trying to give me a surprise and make me a card. plus those minions! :D i love it. and thanks.