somehow i couldn't sleep and as usual the mind wanders to lots of places.
right now i'm in this place in life where i either continue with my studies or enter the adult working world. it's kind of a major life changing for me and i guess either way would change the life that i have now. it's a scary thought. but well. we can't really do anything bout it. tt's life i guess. all we can do is just pray that we are doing the right thing and won't regret our choices in the future. it's been a long time since i said this. but whatever is meant to be will be. somehow i sort of forgot about tt for a period of time. but now. i think i see this more clearly and probably in a new perspective. i may not choose the right path but i guess somehow even though it's the wrobg path as long as i try to make it right and make use of the situation be it bad or good i still can make it become a life that i want to live as and worth living. :)
i feel like i'm enlightened suddenly! hahaha! and one more thing. i realised that i have been trying so hard to get babe to try and get along with my family. i guess i have been trying too hard which is why it's having a negative effect. it may not because of that or maybe it's some other reasons that probably not have a good result. but either way i guess i forced things too much alr. i forgot abt what's meant to happen will happen and what will be, will be. so i shall just let it be and not fret or want so much. i'll just take things as it goes and one step at a time. if it's really meant to be things would work out in the end and if not when time comes i guess it can be proved that love conquers all. :) tt's another thing tt i have forgotten. hahaha! what have i been sticking my head into for the past few mnths? ouh well. just enjoy while it lasts and may true love lasts. ^^ it may or may not have a happy ending but it would still be a beautiful story.
happy one year babe. :)
let's see if we can get through the next two years! haha! hope we do. love you! :)
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