i love you.
i'm sorry that my brain and my bank of vocabulary can't get pass these three words.
but it's all i could do to show how much that means.

so scary and surreal to feel like this.
just wish i wouldn't have that niggling feeling at the back of my mind that something bad would happen but at the same time i couldn't have asked for more and i think i can explode with the love i have in me.
i just want to hug you. till we're one and we have no idea where you start or where i end.
this is so cheesy and so not me but still.

i'm just a hopeful, secretly romantic cynic.