so! july's here... soon it's gonna be august.
then youm's gonna start uni and love too. then yi would start hers also.
youm would be staying at some ulu place where i can't teleport there in 30mins.
and then we would meet up even less and then everything would be just awesome.
yay.
well.. at least pig and yi's still kinda near me!
and maybe love too.. =/

it just really feels super weird and weird and did i mention WEIRD?!
that that that two of us are gonna start uni life alr.
wadever happened to secondary? and jc/poly life?!
why so fast?!
why isn't anyone listening to my wish of staying at a certain age? 18 is fine. 19 is NOT.
i want to be Peter Pan. i want. i don't want to grow up. and start thinking of wad to work as or where i want to go after poly and wad not.
why whyyyyyy?!
wish there's a compass for life.
at least we won't be lost then.
it's weird that yi youm and love's going uni. IT'S WEIRD.
like how we see our sec 3 guy frens on the first day of sch and they are all wearing long pants kind of weird.
GET WHAT I MEAN?!
like... ohmygod they grew up overnight. shit.
=(

and i'm going for kpop wave concert. =/
and i'm not a single bit excited bout it.
haiz.. i feel like i'm wasting it.. and like i'm a lucky bitch who doesn't appreciate wad she has.
but it's not tt i don't appreciate it! it's just tt i think love would love it more than i would if she has the ticket. =/
i think selling it to someone else is much better than giving it to me who does not really want to go.
i'm so over the kpop stuff alr. =/ big bang or not.
haiz. how?! it wouldn't be nice if i tell alina tt i dun want to go right?! =/
damn.

and school is getting sucky and i'm not being able to spend time with the ppl i want.
and timetable and schedule just sucks big time cause it keeps clashing with babe's pig's and everyone else it's just irritating and sucky.
i'd much rather not see babe for a few whole days and then just really spend one whole day with him than to see him bit by bit every single day. =(
life sucks.
and i think it'll just gonna get worse.
okok.. shall not be too realistic and just stay focus on the present for now.
either way it's still better than the alternative.
i'll take wad i can for now! =)

anyway! when i was working at isetan.. everytime i see girls who wear shorts and has such nice legs and asses it just makes me wants to kidnap them then chop off their legs and implant them on myself. =/
i think if i'm a guy i'd be a leg person for sure.
i'll just stare at their backsides for i dunno how long and then think.. oh god i'm staring at some other girl's asses and tt's pervertic.. and then i'll look away but not before thinking and wishing that i have such nice legs too.
it's just so sexy and i love it when girls with nice asses and long legs wear short shorts and especially if they are tan! ohmygod.
so jealous! i think a little bit of yi is in me.
and i'm going crazy
and i'm damn tired so ciao!
lovelove!