i feel like being crazy.
there's this urge to cycle round pasir ris.. or just cycle to go find pig now.
at this not-so-ungodly-hour.
or go on a rollercoaster.
i want those real crazy ones where it loops a million times and drops from high above.
i feel like going to a shop and just sweep every single thing off the rack and just pay it with a credit card i can't pay for.
just cause i'm pretty sure the feeling would be good.
or for the time begin it would feel good.
i want to feel the adrenaline rush again.
that feel of doing something and trying hard not to get caught but there's this high risk of getting caught.
i think i'm crazy.

and there's work.
i'm so lazy to work.
but ok lah. shall go work.
it's easy money. shall shop at the same time! :D
maybe sweep everything off the rack. gonna just kop those tt are nice and reserve it! I DON'T CARE.

i miss love.
i miss pig.
i miss yi.
i miss youm.
i miss husband.
i miss secondary school life.
OHMYGOD. i saw sherlyn today!
hehehehe!

no! i'm not gonna miss you yet.
i have three days to go crazy over that.
i'm stronger than this.
not gonna think bout it. not gonna think bout it. not gonna think bout it.