so fking tired.
no mood. no energy to do anything.
but there just seem to be lots of things for me to finish.

running 21km is just crazy.
never ever gonna do this kind of shit ever again.
but then again. i guess i get why ppl just go back for more even though they know it's a torture.
the satisfaction that comes after finishing the run is just priceless i guess.
it's like... ohmygod. wtf. i just finished running 21km. how did i survive tt?!
and you'll be so proud of urself.
of course. that satisfaction only comes when you're not dead tired and after having some sleep in ur system.
after the run all you want to do is just go back and accompany your bed.
but even then...any position just wouldn't do.
lying straight sucks cause your back aches.
turning to ur side would just be a bitch cause ur legs hurts.
then you gotta think of your arms.
which angle would be best so that you dun feel the muscle aches.
seriously.
sleeping was never such a torture and a bliss at the same time.

and i'm just so unmotivated to do my work now.
so tired.
all i want to do is just sleep.
probably a 24hr sleep would do.
anything less than that just wouldn't be enough. =/
don't even have the energy to feel anything.
don't have that energy to feel just how fked up things have gotten.
don't have the energy to try to make myself have some energy so i won't feel so sian.
don't even have the energy to finish this post.
bye.

whisper 'hello, i miss you quite terribly.'