One of the most dangerous things about falling in love is the risk you take knowing that in a moment that someone could no longer be yours. So why do we do it? Why do we open our hearts to feel vulnerable and broken? Because falling in love is a human’s most divine sense of feeling. For some people the love they have never fades. It exists as long as they exist. And when the world tries to invade what they have waited so long to feel, they wrap their fingers around it and never let go. White knuckles, red palm, they never let go. But with that love comes an ache that can never be rid of. It’s that uncontrollable and unstoppable realization that you have no power over the way you feel. You are victim to the sting of love. It hurts as much as it heals. For some, that ache wears on their soul, and they find themselves forgetting why they loved in the first place. They let go, release the tension in their hand, and watch as the very thing they once held dear fades away. So why do we do it? Why do we fall in love? Because even if the person you love gives up on you, even if you give up on the person you love, what has been will never change. The way your heart felt while it did last makes the risk worth it. Never forget what you did have. Maybe one day, you will find each other again. Maybe one day, you’ll both remember why you loved so deeply. Maybe one day, you won’t. But no one can take away what your heart so fondly remembers.

the weather's slowly killing everyone.
i'm so hot i'm literally emitting heat! or maybe because i'm gonna fall sick. again. =/
okok.. shall NOT fall sick.
i shld stop eating spicy nuggets. and fried food.
HAHAHAHAHA! ya right.

damnnn i need to start studying.
NO MOTIVATION!
howwww?! =/
i need something to look forward to..
or something to push me forward.
and give me the drive to prove something wrong.

sometimes i feel like i'm greedy.
but then i guess it's natural for someone to want more after you had something good.
more of the good stuff.
like.. it's never enough and you'd wish for just one more second or just a little bit more.
but after you get one more second it's not enough. and you'd want to have another one more second.
=/
NO! dun think it the wrong way!
i dunno. it doesn't really make sense. but in some way... it just does.
hmmm..
nvm.

shall be a good girl and study!
=)

you're always there, you're everywhere.
but right now i wish you were here.