lost Corby. =/
feels like i've just used up all my lucky chances and someone up there felt that i don't deserve Corby anymore and took him away from me.
either that or i'm just one irresponsible piece of shit.
but i'd like to think it's the former.

when i lost Corby it felt that i've just fucked up every aspect of my life.
guess some things have already happen and Corby was just the breaking point.
feel so emotionally drained now.
so tired. my head hurts like some motherfker.
and i still have CCOM to do.
ahhhh.
shall get it over and done with.

maybe good is just the absence of bad.