so tiredddd..
my days and dates are so jumbled up i don't know when is when anymore.
i have to constantly check my phone to remind myself which day i'm at.
it feels so weird. holiday does that to you. =/
gonna be so screwed when sch reopens.

meeting up with love yesterday and dinner with WWY just now was probably something that keep me sane and grounded.
it's like they're my anchor. with change being a constant... it's nice to know that there's at least some place that i could go back to when i drifted too far off.
and i love them for how they are always there.. =)
seriously man. how to live without you guys?! hahahaha! :D

ouh well.
it feels like i'm waiting for some impending doom to come.. =/
and i know that it's not good to keep my hopes up.. but i guess there's just this small part of me that just hope like hell that things would not be the way it would be...
i guess you can laugh at my naivety for all you want. but for now.. i'm sticking to what i want to believe in.
but still.. it's hard not to feel disappointed.
and i think my hormones are at work again. damnit.

this is getting depressing...
and i need a tan!
i'm getting white! i'm making Love happy for once!
hahahaha!
and i feel like going to avril lavigne's concert!
blah.

and i miss you so.