had a pretty weird amazing night/day i guess.
was supposed to go for a camp but didn't in the end for alot of reasons.

so i had this school field trip to Hawker Pacific to have a look around the company and get a feel of what the organization is about.
and i must say that it sort of amazed me quite alot and i think i found another career prospect. =)
a pretty awesome one.. it's just totally different from the normal commercial airlines that i know of i guess. the way it operates and everything.
but still shall keep my options open.. =)

after that went back to school. changed and went to meet alina and nicholas at vivo.
went USS and had dinner and watched fireworksssss.
:D pretty awesome and like wad pig says..
it's really literally in your face.
probably the awesomest 5bucks i've ever spent.
then went to sit by the waterfront and chatted awhile.. had totally no idea what they had planned for me for the rest of the night.
so after awhile we went back to vivo and went to watch the Fair Game which i had no idea i will be watching until 10 mins before the movie.
was so tired almost slept in the cinema.. but i still managed to keep awake and understand wad the movie is about.
mind energy sucking sia..
after that it was bout 1plus going to 2 alr.
then we went to took a cab and again i had no idea where we were going until nicholas told the uncle to go to Swissotel.
they tricked me by saying that nich's uncle is at swissotel and then the uncle will fetch us back to alina's house since it is cheaper.
but when we reached there alina went to the reception counter and talked for like i dunno how long while i stand stupidly outside of the hotel still thinking why the hell nich's uncle took so long to get the car and send us home.
then after awhile me and nich went inside and then i just followed them up the lift to the freaking 55th floor. =/
it was then it struck me that they could pretty much just sell me away for all i know and i would still continue following them to wherever they bring me.
kinda scares me. =/
makes me feel gullible lah!
but aft we went into the room and settle down then i realised tt we're gonna spend the night in the hotel.
kinda weird.. like very... esp when nicholas was also in the room.
but i guess i was too tired and fell aslp soon.
so so so weird.
woke up and then bathe and went to ion for lunch.
again i had no idea where they are bringing me and we ended up at Paradise Dynasty.
ate xiao long bao and my stomach feels like it's going to burst. =/
nich paid for the lunch.
haiz..
everything still feels surreal.
like damn weird.
and as amazing as it was...
i dun really like the feeling.

it just feels like a whole other world that was not mine.
and after one crazy night... i think i would like to go back to my world where things are just 2 or 3 bucks for one bowl of noodle or rice or wadever.
i'm kinda scared. =/
like i dunno...
what if on the way of looking for who we are and what we are.. we got lost?
how are we going to find our way back?
think it's time to go back to basics for the moment.
the other world is awesome. i'll admit that.
but it's just not me.
i don't need brands or good food and eating at high end restaurants to define who i am.
and it feels really weird to let someone spend so much money on me. =/
it's nice to feel pampered i guess. but maybe it's just a little too much.
don't think i'm ever going to be able to repay what they had done for me.
ouh well.
maybe it's time to keep a wee bit distance.
back to earth alison.