i shld stop deploying the self destruction mode in me.
it's not making things any better.
but i dunno how to stop it.
it seems to turn on automatically.
i think i need a slap or two in the face. =/

some things are really jinx.
you can't speak it out. you just gotta keep it to urself...
even if it kills you. =/
if not wad you thot wouldn't happen will happen.

sometimes i just wish i have a time turner.
cause i'd love to turn back time and tell my past self to not do that-thing-that's-gonna-change-everything.
cause you'll hate urself for doing it. and you would think... why the hell did i do such a thing.
can't i see that it's wrong?!
if only my future self would appear now... and tell me wad i'm going to do wrongly.
then i'll stop doing the wrong thing.
wouldn't it be nice?

damn. i hate regretting things.
it's ok. get over and done with.
it may be a blessing in disguise. =)
or so i hope. it better be.

and right now i smell like somebody dumped a huge packet of icing sugar on me.
=/
i shall bathe. bye! =)