And it’s hard to watch things change, when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feeling’s come and go and you can’t decide what you want.When you have so many things to say, but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away.

It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

yepp! pretty much wad i'm feeling right now.
there's like a bunch of things i would like to say but a it's a bunch of things that i can't say it out.
i have no idea exactly wad i want right now.
and it's getting pretty bad.
i'm like on an emotional rollercoaster.
one minute i'm fine with everything.. the next i'll go and start thinking and screw myself up.
i'm weird.
like really.. =/

ANYWAY! can't wait for tmr! :D
hahaz! gonna meet the girlsssssss!
and oh my god i just realised tt tmr it's the first tym tt we're going to a beach tgt! like for real! :D :D
awesomeeee!
LOL!
oh oh! then Yueming kor kor's wedding is on saturdayyyyy!
i can't wait too!
hahaz! it's gonna be awesome man! :D :D
i'm gonna be a calefare THE WHOLE DAY!
tea ceremony...ROM...wedding dinner..
heehee! gonna camwhoreeeeeeeee!
LALALALALALA!
loveeeeeeeeee!
byeeeee! :D :D

i shall get over wad i'm feeling soon...
i have to. =/
SPAINNNNNNN! YOU MUST JIAYOU!
you're my only hope left!