i'm having the pms of the pms.
as in like the king of fucking god damn pms.
i get so fucking god damn irritated fucking god damn easily it's fucking god damn irritating.
i swear this is even worst than PSLE!
and PSLE was the fucking worst thing tt ever happened to me...
no.. O's are still not tt bad...PSLE was alot fucking worse.
can you imagine?! fucking hell!
i seriously seriously can't stand staying at home now...
the last week i was even rushing home trying to walk so god damn fast so tt i can be home as soon as possible...
but now..fuck! i'm thinking of excuses and things to do like going to the library or bank even though the fucking queue to deposit cash is fucking nuts.

cuz all i do at home is get fucking god damn nagged!
like wadver i did was not enough.
fine so i didn't do much...but how the fuck am i supposed to noe i'm supposed to fucking do something without being told?!
HELLO?! i'm not a fucking god dman psychic! as much as i like to call myself one.
housework was nv my thing and bloody hell...of cuz i dunno wad to do if you dun fucking tell me.
and when you fucking tell me wad to do... say it in a god damn nice manner lahz!
wad the fuck is so god damn hard?!
i'm not the fucking god damn maid lorhz!! you can tell me nicely and i would do it begrudgingly but still do it...
you screaming at me or shouting at me to do something isn't going to help much lahz!
fucking hell...
i'm going crazy here man...
sonofabitch.

i need to get out of this shithole but it's not tt easy to get out of this shithole.
fuck...i'm like back to sec 1...where everysingle place i go i have to tell my parents...
and whenever i came home just a little aft 8 i'll be guilty and keep thinking up of excuses so tt i wun get scold...
wtf.. i'm seventeen! i dun even feel seventeen!
and why i dun feel seventeen?!
cuz i'm not fucking treated like one!!! god damnit.
and when i dun feel like seventeen i dun act like one...
and when i dun act like one stop fucking telling me tt i dun act like one and keep on saying tt i'm some fucking god damn sec 1 kid!
if you wan me to act like seventeen then treat me like fucking god damn seventeen!
ARGH!

screw this shit.
just get me out of this fucking shithole before i go crazy man.
fuck.