work today was... ok i guess.
kinda screwed up a lil. =/
kinda got off since it's my first job. oppx.
and i officially hav no date on v'day!
sobs sobs.
anyone? heehee!

and i found tt i'm starting to not be very interested in Big Bang cause no one is there to propaganda me!
hahaz!! omg..talking bout that makes me miss all of my frens even more!!
maaaaan...now that those who went jc have alr start school...it's like they hav alr got on their lives and left us behind.. ='(
ok..i'm sure it's not wad they wanted but well...
and i bought cup noodles home and eat today!! reminded me of the times when we would go crazy over cup noodles!
hahaz!! WY! rmb?!
how we would go to tmart during break or aft school then go buy cup noodles and eat outside kfc?!
omg...and bubble tea!!! stupid lorhz..tmart the bbt stall there dun hav the pudding i wanted tt tym i went...zzz it's like..purple in colour... wierd.

and also with them starting school they will be tired...and talking on the phone for long hours are quite hard too.. =/
maaaaaan... but nvm..i'll keep tryin!
not gonna give up so sooooon!
and and and and and and...i'm bored.
i wan to buy tops! like any tops!
yes! ok...shall find one day and go shopping!
oh! and my emotions are super haywired that it's super NOT normal.
blame it on pms.
one minute i'll be like...omg! who is she?! she is so bimbotic!!
and the next i'm like..hmmm...ok she's not bad...prolly not tt bimbotic...
then...omg!! did i just sae tt?! geez...she is such a bimbo!
ok...i'm wierd. period!

nvm!! my feelings and thoughts have always been fickle...
i'm used to it! heehee!
there's one more thing..but somehow i can't really express it.... =/
nvm..one of my fickle moments!
byeeeeeeeeee! love ya!

check out Hey Monday's album! it's AMAZING!
somehow i feel tt it has this Boys Like Girls and We The Kings feel in it..and i love it!
hee!! enjoy it!! =)

guilt isn't always a rational thing.

guilt is a weight that will crush you whether you deserve it or not.

-girl at sea.

guess i'm ready to let go of the past and embrace the mistakes i've made.
but maybe it's too late.
it's ok. all is not lost. at least there's still a part of it that is able to repay the wrong doings.