i've been cryin very easily these few days...
even my sister calls me emo...zZz..
lot's of feelings came to me recently...
and i feel sad easily...
thinkin and feeling tt sometimes we realli dun get wad we deserve...
sometimes we deserve better...
but sometimes we deserve to be treated like dirt..
my heart aches whenever i see my dad...
workin under the hot sun juz to meet our needs and all the fucking bastards juz give my father attitude...
y can't life b easier for him??
i think he deserve better aftr all he has done...
and i seriously swear tt i will treat him good and give him half of wad i earn when i hav a job..

and my maths is seriously horrible..
and i dun get wad the big deal is when i said i wan tuition frm other ppl but not frm my sister..
ok so mayb the price is a little diff...
but hav u ever thot tt mayb i realli dun lyk how she teaches me?
it's lyk whenever she teach me she will giv me some freakin attitude and i will b damn sian alr lahz...
cuz the way she teaches me and the way she teaches other ppl is totally different..
and the way she speaks is damn fuckin attitude...
and when she speaks in tt asshole attitude i'll be sian yi ban alr lorhz...
and she expects me to go ask her questions in her fuckin god damn attitude..
c'mon lahz..u wan ppl to ask u stuff but then u giv tis suck ass attitude...
damn u...

i'm so gonna screw up my maths tis tym..
wun b surprised if i fail badly..
like my sister cares?!
wadeva...maths suck totally...