tt undescribable feeling...

haiz..i'm feelin feverish now..
i'm goin to get sick soon!! yay!!

this year's cny doesn'y feel lyk cny at all...
it kinda juz feels lyk any other day...
except there's sumthin to look forward too.. heehee ( *ka-ching! )
first dae of cny is kinda borin...messaged maylyn for half of the routine..
kept me awake for half the journey..hahaz..
todae was pretty normal..not tt tirin though...
played blackjack and lost quite alot..no luck tis yr...sob sob
nvm...there's still another tym..
and now..i hav a sudden yearning to see wuzun...
tt realli strong sense of sadness and tt realli miss sumone and love sumone feeling...
那种心情是非笔墨所能形容的 ((: (heehee..my chinese is becumin beta..hahaz)
haiz...how i realli wish sumthin realli magical and miraculous (?) can happen and make wuzun appear in front of me..
i noe..it's a fantasy..but hey! a gal can dream rite?
sob sob...
and now bel said tt there's no hana kimi tis week!!
so skhfoighasdlfhgoiahdfoihgandf!!!
ARGH!!
haiz...how i wish tt at least sumone can b there for me FOR REAL when i nid him..
i guess i oni can fantasize abt it..but it will not happen in real life... :(

anw..i tink it was realli sweet for * to actually care bout me when i was feeling tired and so zoned out...
usin sum realli stupid methods to make me laugh
well...if u actaully happen to stumble across my dead and lifeless and stupid dumb blog..
i wan to sae thanks for keepin me alive on tt dae...
it was realli sweet and kinda surprised to actually see u treatin sumone tt sweetly... ((:
thanks lots!

well...gonna find ways to stop those stupid fantasies tt is goin on my head...
bye! ((:
i'll love my sexy love for a long tym! <3