survived three f*ckin test in a day...
test was total shit...gonna flunk every single one
damn tired...trainin todae was awhfughsdoha!!
but the sweets and choco sumhow took me thru the horrible dae...
aftr a super duper tired and excrutiatin dae in sch...finally went home..
but i guess bein in sch is much much beta than bein home...
on the way home i hoped tt no one will b home..so i can juz go to slp without anyone disturbin me..
but i guess it's juz too much to ask for..
went home and my sis and dad were at home...
once i walked in saw my sis and said hi...
she totally ignored me which i do not care..but aftr a tired f*ckin dae all she could do is smile rite?

wad exactly is her problem??
fine..so i sumhow indirectly pissed her off yest..but c'mon lahz..u get to spend ur f*ckin v'dae wif ur boyfren and u still hav the cheek to giv me a f*ckin attitude?
and it's not my fault tt i pissed u off rite?
if u are realli such a nice and obedient daughter y din YOU wash the clothes?
so wad if u hav an exam? lyk I don't hav liddat?
juz becuz u're the eldest giv u the privilage (?) to order me arnd rite?
can't i juz enjoy my show aftr all the studyin i hav done for the nite?
and can't u juz help me?
hav u ever thot tt if u had helped me mum wun b pissed and start naggin?
all u thot is urself...
fine..i admit i'm in the wrong too...but wad's ur problem?
can't u juz giv in sumtyms?
when u needed help i was there to help u..but when i needed help where the heck are u?
u're soooo bloody selfed absorb in ur stupid own little world to care abt the ppl arnd u..
and u can still sae tt u love me when u're feelin happy...
wad a f*ckin hypocrite...
and i wun be surprised when all of us were not home and u go out to find ur boyfren...
u treat us good when u feel lyk it...
and when u're feeling sucky..everybody hav to juz listen to u and make u happy..
wad kind of shit is tt?

i'm tired of buildin bac the relationship aftr a fight...
so treat me lyk a dirt for all i care..at least i get to noe how u are...
dun act all mushy and sorri when u are finished pissin...
i can't keep up wif ur act..
it's tirin..


some v'dae i had...