scared!

great!the last thin i nid is cryin in sch...wth..and hell...i cried in sch todae...i noe...crybaby or wadeva..but i'm realli realli veh scared at tt tym...and i dunno man..the tears juz came spillin out...and besides havin a totally stoned dae at sch...we are all in more deep shit...great...and i dunno hu go make it worst..if i noe hu..i seriously goin to slap tt person eyeballs out of his socket...i mean...everythin is still ok...then i dunno wad happen over the weekend..and it's police case..i mean..it realli is not my fault..ok..mayb a little..but i wasn't even there when they wrote anithin on the playground...and if my parents realli noe bout it...then i realli realli in serious trouble...guess i beta appreciate my butt now or it will b whacked till it rot..i'm realli veh scared...i've nv felt lyk tis fer a long tym alr...and i guess i beta tell them wad is goin on first before they get a call frm sch and was shocked..at least it will lessen the whole thin a little..hopefully they hav not called my parents yet..or i'm realli dead meat...i juz hope thins will get beta fast..and get tis whole thin over wif...and tis is so not goin to help mi get a beta relationship between my mother and mi..and i'm so not in my mother good books now tt i keep pissin her off fer the tiniest thin i did..i'm realli scared!!i juz wished there is sumone i could juz pour my feelings to and not care a single thin...wish tt sumone is there whenever i nid him...wish sumone would juz take awae the pain and emptiness in my heart...
scared shitless...
ALISON! (i'm so not myself todae...)