holy crap.
i just realised sumthin...
i'm becomin more and more like wanyi!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
shit..tt's a bad thing right? no?
ok..mayb it's a good thing since i'm studyin pretty frequently..
crap..
wad happen to me?!
i actually DO MY HOMEWORK nowadays!
holy shit!
did someone took my mind away?
can you kindly give it back to me?
please? cause this hardworking studying alison is SOOOOOO NOT like me...
and it kinda freaks me out...
crap...
i actually came home directly after school on a MONDAY.
usually i would go out and eat lunch or wadever...but i actually came back home!
TO STUDY!
crap...somebody please return me my brain if you find it...
thanks...
okie..i'm goin back to study alr!
did i just say that? shit..
bye.

looking at you holding my breath.
for once in my life i'm scared to death.
i'm taking a chance..letting you inside...

LOVE.

holy crap.
i just realised sumthin...
i'm becomin more and more like wanyi!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
shit..tt's a bad thing right? no?
ok..mayb it's a good thing since i'm studyin pretty frequently..
crap..
wad happen to me?!
i actually DO MY HOMEWORK nowadays!
holy shit!
did someone took my mind away?
can you kindly give it back to me?
please? cause this hardworking studying alison is SOOOOOO NOT like me...
and it kinda freaks me out...
crap...
i actually came home directly after school on a MONDAY.
usually i would go out and eat lunch or wadever...but i actually came back home!
TO STUDY!
crap...somebody please return me my brain if you find it...
thanks...
okie..i'm goin back to study alr!
did i just say that? shit..
bye.

looking at you holding my breath.
for once in my life i'm scared to death.
i'm taking a chance..letting you inside...

LOVE.

wow...common test is startin in like..a week?
omg...dad say i hav to show him better results this time...
crap..i hope i can...i better start muggin now..
lock myself up in the study room...
control myself not to touch the computer 'ON' button...
listen to the radio..
and study for the freaking tests..
pls...let my hard work pay off...

this week was not bad...
i'm sick!
yay!..can u believe it? i'm sick! ((:
it's been super looooooooooooooong time since i got a MC..hahaz..
ok..the feeling of bein sick sucks..but bein sick is fun..
hahaz...nvm..i'm tokin crap here...
the bloody medicine makes me super drowsy and makes me feel like i'm floating in the air..
serious...i swear i feel like i'm on top of the world...
no..i'm not on drugs..zzz
these few days were happy days..hahaz...
and i tink wantings's sweet sweet is influencing me...
i'm feeling love...
i'm feeling tt sweet...out of my mind..over the moon feeling...
nope..i'm not telling who...
it's my fantasy.. *secret! ((:
i guess i have lots of fantasy huh...nvm..
i would rather live in my own fantasy than live in the real world...
school has been ok...gettin all the maths and chem and bio and whatever shit..
hopefully my results will be ok...
and well..things have been realli nice and happy..and i'm not askin for anythin more..
so i'm goin to just take in everythin and feel everythin while it last...((:

Your love makes me feel alive
As deep as a scar under my skin
Like being in love for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight
Like being in love with you for the first time

go listen to Lifehouse - First Time...
it's damn nice...((:

LOVE.

wow...common test is startin in like..a week?
omg...dad say i hav to show him better results this time...
crap..i hope i can...i better start muggin now..
lock myself up in the study room...
control myself not to touch the computer 'ON' button...
listen to the radio..
and study for the freaking tests..
pls...let my hard work pay off...

this week was not bad...
i'm sick!
yay!..can u believe it? i'm sick! ((:
it's been super looooooooooooooong time since i got a MC..hahaz..
ok..the feeling of bein sick sucks..but bein sick is fun..
hahaz...nvm..i'm tokin crap here...
the bloody medicine makes me super drowsy and makes me feel like i'm floating in the air..
serious...i swear i feel like i'm on top of the world...
no..i'm not on drugs..zzz
these few days were happy days..hahaz...
and i tink wantings's sweet sweet is influencing me...
i'm feeling love...
i'm feeling tt sweet...out of my mind..over the moon feeling...
nope..i'm not telling who...
it's my fantasy.. *secret! ((:
i guess i have lots of fantasy huh...nvm..
i would rather live in my own fantasy than live in the real world...
school has been ok...gettin all the maths and chem and bio and whatever shit..
hopefully my results will be ok...
and well..things have been realli nice and happy..and i'm not askin for anythin more..
so i'm goin to just take in everythin and feel everythin while it last...((:

Your love makes me feel alive
As deep as a scar under my skin
Like being in love for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight
Like being in love with you for the first time

go listen to Lifehouse - First Time...
it's damn nice...((:

LOVE.

this song suits me now..hahaz..
and mayb WanTing too..hahaz...

too out of my mind..
too drowsy to blog much..
bye.. ((:

that love you gave me wasn't so tainted anymore.

this song suits me now..hahaz..
and mayb WanTing too..hahaz...

too out of my mind..
too drowsy to blog much..
bye.. ((:

that love you gave me wasn't so tainted anymore.

well...there's a conflict brewing in wushu..zzz
can't help but feel tt i am part of the reason tis conflict happen...ouh well..
sumhow my craziness over-craziness always causes sumthin bad to happen...zzz
but sometimes i realli can't help it lahz..it's the way i am...
but i'll still try to change..sorry if my over craziness is causin any conflicts..
i din mean it..
and to bastard...guess wad?u were right...no one respects u..and u hav absolutely no right to call ppl a pig or a filthy pig...
hello? hu do u tink u are? ppl fat their problem lahz..wad? u dun like..too bad..live wif it..ur world is filled with fat people..
noe y ppl dun respect u?cuz u hav no respect for them...ur attitude suck and it's no wonder i guai lan u and scream at u...u bu shuang...tt's too bad..cuz i dun giv a damn..
and you noe wad?we actually live happier without u cumin for trng!
loser..wad? u tink without u we wun survive? well surprise! we feel more happy without u..
arsehole...
dun sound like u are so pitiful..cuz u're not..u disgust me and everybody in the team..screw you.

and i'm supposed to be studyin bio now..wth..bloody cher put the test on monday..
yea sure! we will study durin the weekends! not...zzz
yuck...bye.

cuz you're not worth the fight.